The Hardest Part

Nothing can be as delightful as chasing your dream which has been in the sight ever since you understood the significance of it. But the melancholy of such a trail is you have to distance yourself from rest of the alluring pursuits.  Sometimes, you just become stone and stay unaffected with all the emotional furore caused due to your decision. People say, he doesn’t care. But trust me, he cares more than anyone else of you. He cries in solitude, laughs in isolation and rages out looking at the sky. Even when among crowd, he is smiling not letting the world realize how much pain and complains lay behind.

You cannot sail in two boats at the same time without few dips in the middle. Yep, it is true  and he has experienced over and over again but just to keep his confrères happy, he tried and almost drowned every time.  Trust me, he wants to see every fucking thing happy, go right and successful. For few, he tried to prioritize other’s… skipping his life goal! But then, kudos to him, he is such a empathy figure; cannot see anyone in pain and eyebrows down.  And mark my word when I say this, he would be back with more passion and smiles, just give him some time. He really cannot let this thing go off and keep making you happy. He already tried and failed many times; pardon him, he is not good with multi tasking. But I am sure of one thing about him, he really delivers what he says and promises; he just cannot leave you in the middle; he will be there a whisper away.

He made a decision, the most daring of ‘em all and now allow him to bring it to light. Pray for him that he makes to live a life, life he always dreamt of. He said no to few of the most sought after breaks but cannot say no to few requests, blame it to his–I will help you–habit. And he will, but now is not the time. He will, let him grow a bit, let him gather more strength and he will lift the whole burden you been carrying.  He just needs time; he has not turned his back, he has just sat down to relax a bit and understand how to face the world with you in the best, to help you grow best. For you it is hard! For him, it is the hardest part to let go and not taking part.

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